Monday, October 31, 2011

Weakness

I know that I'm a weak person, but I just realized how weak I am. We could look back for something but we can't look back for some certain things. Recently, I even think about if I can handle the life now. My motivation in the past is to have the chance which now I have, I doubt indeed because a number of things arise newly. I'm weak, so that those things could change my minds, my attitude quickly.

Every circumstance which happened to me is useless? Happiness, sadness and fortune combines to a same timeline? I even don't know why and what do I doubt, maybe those things are not so significant, but influence me a lot. I am losing self, self is self, it represents selfish, sins etc. If this is true, losing self is bad, just in the way to be a real one. Who can let me down, just my sins, they drag me to the valley. Why should I not be satisfy with what I got, instead of be sad for those I lost.

Friday, October 28, 2011

谁还在努力着


在美国有一个纪念屠杀犹太人的纪念碑,上面的话清晰地表明了这个道理:
“当初他们(纳粹)杀共产党,我没有作声,因为我不是共产党;
后来他们杀犹太人,我没有作声,因为我不是犹太人;
再接下来他们杀天主教徒,我仍然保持沉默,因为我不是天主教徒;
最后,当他们开始对付我时,已经没有人为我讲话了。



今天在图书馆里,学校的一位华人老师来到为身边,问我要不要在一张退党声明和反对中共迫害法轮功的表格上签字,正好让我验证了上面的一席话。


虽然我和她的信仰不同,但是我们都有责任去维护一个国家的信仰自由,建设中国的民主道路。我知道,很多中国人对于这样的维权行为很冷漠,但是请大家想想,今天被迫害的可能不是你,但是如果你不为你的弟兄姐妹出头,当你自己遭受迫害的时候,谁会为你出头呢?