what am I doing?

What am I doing? I also hope to figure out. was I happy? I don't know either.
Why could I face the reality?

I have various questions just you know.
The situation cannot change if I just do ask questions by myself.

And I have another doubt is that how can I endure the feeling of lonesome.

Many x-fs told me that I'm the person that cannot stand lonely.

Yep,you are correct. I want to alter that acting too much. But I didn't change.

Today,I met a guy and I know that feeling again. I hope to persurm perfect,but the fact is that I cannot get them now.

It's the problem,Tonight I will meet a friend,I hope that he would give me a final answer.

p.s

The most perishing thing is that you have awared your shrtcomings but you cannot make up. Moreover,you also cannot watch yourself dead.

A guy told me that I'm the person who is most close to my dream. God would give me another chance to give a shot,if I were not take the second chance,I would have nothing. Come on!


-- Post by my iPhone